all that's dull in janell land... 03.19.04

Saturday, 20. March 2004

sparklingreentea, March 20, 2004 at 8:39:00 AM CET

sob.. can't believe the week's already over. but sall good.. i'm still looking forward to the last weeks of school! :D it's gonna be great guys... well from tues to wed i went to SA/san marcos with my family + cousins. pretty fun stuff.. haha and we did some serious damage. yea.. i guess i was pretty edgy though. sorry. guess it's because i'm a little frustrated.

anyhow.. ooh, on thurs i was able to hang out and go job hunting with xtina. thank you much. haha.. we went to first colony and saw that boy andy. then went to maggie moo's (xtina wanted to taunt them.. lol) and jamba juice - remember! free smoothies next thurs :D after that we went to west oaks, where i picked up a nice heap of applications. eh, right now i'm not being picky.. i'll be happy just to have a job.

and today i went to visit my grandpa and had flute lessons.. other than that i did pretty much nothing but sit on my wazoo at home.. ooh, but i did watch a really cute korean movie with cha tae-hyun.. heeh. i also started getting ideas about my allegory. something along the lines of - a little person named identity who has to find their place in the world, but has to choose the path of mediocrity or fulfillment.. hm.. something like that. eh, and right now i'm in that dreaded 'waiting place'... sigh.. just waiting anxiously .. probably just to be dissapointed yet again. i always have that little bit of hope in the back mind, hidden somewhere in my heart, but it usually gets torns into shreds. hm, doesn't it hurt knowing that a person can only do so much to make something happen...

"... there were so many fewer questions when stars were still just the holes to heaven."

holes to heaven - jack johnson

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